B I S O U S

sister

honestly you know i care for you but in those cases i do me , i don’t need advice i know whats going on. you’ve have forgave me countless times but i ask myself what is that i do wrong , be there for you in everything , support you , back you up when people talk shit , i swear you are my sister more than that you have made a large impact on my life , but i like the way i am and it works with me . so you don’t have to worry about me , i do care about a lot of things but you always put me down like as if everything i do is wrong. so i hope your happy without me and what do you mean inconsiderate cause ive always put you first over anybody  true i don’t tell you everything that’s why you don’t really know .  yea all guys want is sex but at times its my only way  out , so i’m sorry you don’t approve , but i will handle it alone cause i don’t want advice or sad eyes . all i need is myself even if my heart aches for you as bad as it does , i feel you still don’t understand and you don’t care to find out and if i’m wrong prove it cause that’s what i feel . 

kai

she was the one i could go to for whatever / the one that would have no problem easing away the pain . No matter what the situation or all the amounts of frustration it brought , she was always their / the one holding my hand . yes i was always their for her to and she could always trust me . she could never be replaced or broken / thrown away or unloved . she was the highlight of my day now words are not even said , 3 second looks then we look away . the pain has not been easy to deal with / i swear at times i call her your name / i’m ashamed to say for whatever i did i’m truly sorry but i guess that wont be enough since clearly you look so happy ..